Self-Blame
The motive of self-blame is as central to time travel stories as it is to human existence. Occasionally, we would like to undo things, or to be given a second chance. Spiritually, this is possible - Christianity, for instance, is based on the tenet "forgive and forget." Physically, however, such a wish still remains in the realms of fiction. Once a character is caught in a circle of self-blame and failure with a time travel instrument involved, the narrative becomes predictable, yet the suspense increases exponentially.
Such is the case with Nancy Etchemendy's highly praised children's book, The Power of Un. Its protagonist, Gib Finney, receives from his future self, Old Gib, the "Unner," a time travel machine, which can undo one's mistakes. What at first seems to be lively fun becomes soon deadly earnest, as Gib's baby-sister Roxy is hit by a truck, and consequently rendered brain dead. As one may guess, Gib blames himself for the accident of his sister, who was left in his care.
The narrative is driven by Gib's self-blame, further amplified by ethical issues. As Gib travels into the past attempting to figure out which events he should undo to prevent his sister's accident, he is plagued by nagging doubts whether the undoing of his mistake would not have negative repercussions for everyone else:
"Part of me said yes, it would be bad. Possibly worse than bad. Immoral. What if there was some kind of Master Plan, and I messed it all up? Did I have the right to do something that might change the future of everybody else in the world? I'd be doing it entirely to make my own life easier, and I wasn't asking anybody else what they wanted. It didn't feel right."
To be sure, Gib is too hard on himself, and this is, of course, part of the authorial intention. After all, he does not make the choice merely for himself, but also for his heartbroken parents and brain dead sister. Nevertheless, it must be pointed out that, even if the question of blame is resolved in the end by means of his "Unner," Gib has to prove himself courageous and intelligent in order to be redeemed as a credible hero. Gib's "Unner" or time machine enables the narrative shift from children's book to Bildungsroman. Gib's difficulty lies suddenly not in the lack of choices, but in their plenitude. Making the right choice to avert his sister's tragic accident translates for him into a maturity test. It also represents the escape from the counterproductive circle of self-blame. (Guilty or not, Gib is, after all, just a middle-school kid.) And, as in any Bildungsroman, our hero fails repeatedly before succeeding - most importantly, as his friend, Lorraine Frogner, ends up under the truck the second time.
That a happy ending is not possible without a maimed leg on our hero's part, delineates a further station in his learning process: "I thought, as I watched the wheels of the truck spin toward me, that even if it wasn't the best possible ending, it was all right." What our hero has not yet fully achieved by education of mind, he has long ago accomplished by educating his heart: "Better me than my sister or my friends."
The touch of realism in Etchemendy's fantastic story has great pedagogical value: it teaches children that mistakes are, in any case, to be accounted for, even if, kindness, courage, and the ability to make the right decisions may help undo some of their consequences.