I spent the morning working on the new spell for Sequence while monitering Beauty's progress with mathematics. Then in the afternoon, we both worked companionably for a while in the garden, and she managed to talk me into a trip to Foil sometime in the next few days. This is no hardship, for I have had a desire to see my foster mother recently, and there is always business with Senlin. My real mother finished her little reclamation project with the cousins; I had some small doubts that she would not succeed in recovering the BrandUs child, but she won through. Flora attempted to dress me for dinner again, but I flatly refused to wear a skirt or a dress or some such nonsense, because I wanted to fence after dinner. It was the first opportunity IUve had to practice with Bleys in a while. I think in another few hundred years, I may be able to give him some slight challenge. I tried to make it more interesting for him by suggesting he recite Hamlet during the match, but he scorned that and spake filthy limericks in double time instead. I was priviliged to witness a small scene of kindness between Bleys and Cameron; he loaned to his nephew Weirwindl, an action which I found to be most intriguing. If I had not Sequence, I would be most covetous, for it is a beautiful sword. I fenced with Kalyn for a time, and he was most courteous when Sequence spoke and asked him to repeat certain moves... I was doubly pleased, first, by this kindness in a cousin of Amber blood, and second, by the eagerness of Sequence to learn. Kalyn outstripped me by quite a bit, of course, but that was expected. I also had the chance to let Sequence do the fighting when I fenced with Cameron. That was most educational, and I am pleased by the progress that the blade has made. After the fencing match, I went into the garden and dug mandrake by the light of the moon. I am concerned with the efficacy of this spell... Mother hasnUt really commented on my motivations for working up a DNA recognition spell, but IUm sure she knows. She has proved helpful in certain areas of my research, but I just take that to mean she is positive that the spell will not succeed. Then I spent the rest of the night in the library reading up on the properties of mandrake. Dawn came, and Rachel brought me breakfast, and I found that to activate the mandrake I would actually need a quantity of the dried root to put with the fresh. Cousin Sandr came into the library just as I was preparing to go into town, and he mentioned that he needed some more appropriate clothing in which to sit for his Trump portrait. I told him a little something of my first day in Castle Amber, for he looked a bit stunned and most unhappy, and offered to take him into the city to a good tailor I know of. I went to the herbal shop across the street from the tailor, and found what I needed, and visited with the proprietor while I waited for Sandr. I didn't think it would be appropriate to abandon him in the City when he had previously mentioned that he didnUt even know where the front door was... That appeared to distress him quite a bit, actually. An odd thing he said to me, when I was explaining to him how Elizabeth had died in childbirth and I had adopted her daughter: "I've never had any sorts of great tragedy in my life like that." It gave me pause. From the little I saw of his shadow during the Trump call I made to Mother and what I could see of Sandr with my own two eyes, I would say his life has been much harsher than mine. I have a theory on that, of course. I can look at my life and point out the "great tragedies" with ease; there are four in total. I cannot look at it and point out the good things, for there are myriad numbers of those, big and little, that all blend into one whole of what I have come to recognize as a very good life. I am certain that it is probably the opposite for Sandr and most of my relatives of Amberite blood, elders included. At one point I thought that it was an effect of growing up in Amber, but I think it has more to do with growing up with ANY KNOWLEDGE AT ALL of Amber.... It taints the mind. Of course, that could just be my human half speaking. If my other half is even human.