Isaac... I've missed the first six years of your life. I must be
continuing on the path of my father... six years... gone... well, I hope
you will be able to forgive me. I have no wish to die from my son's
sword. She didn't even tell me. Graham... symbol of my shame. Every
time I look at you, will I see my shame... or will I be able to look past
and see a son? Should I make the effort, or let Kaedric raise you as his
own? Corwin seems to be doing a good job with my son. Corwin... did you
die, or are you just pretending amnesia? My favorite relative... now
married to her. What to do about my sons? I have a family now. I cannot
continue sticking my head in the noose... perhaps I should raise my
children myself. Graham may be the symbol of my shame, but I cannot
punish him for my mistake. Isaac, my son... I hope that you follow a
different path than I. I think I understand Kaedric's obsession with
doing right with Graham. I must attempt to break the circle my father has
started. I want my sons to be able to remember their father... and to not
grow up without any relatives around.
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